dfs

dfs. DemPhrickingShack.

down with cough, cold, lots on my mind.

today at service, i was really inspired by the phrase, my food is to do the will of my father.

wow.

that to me is revelation. i used to think of doing the will of God as something that is great, important, yet, supplementary. but no. it is apparently not less important than QT or daily prayer or attending church. it is really, the thing that keeps us going; our food. so TRUE. think about it. faith without action is dead. if you have faith, but you take no action, your faith will die.

but well, i'll be frank, im so tired! yeah, seems like ive gotten no better since the last post. but here, i'm so tired from serving. its like endless things to do. and what tires me most is thinking about the things i have to do! with this whole cell multiplying thing, im just really stretched. actually, i havent been doing much yet, but well, just the thought of it.

also, we've no maid, no part time helper to help with the housework. wah lau weh.. seriously. we need one. both parents full time jobs. sister so busy with school, me too. like mom says.. the just doing laundry itself can kill us already. we really need to get some help la. this family is not meant to be doing household chores... but anyway, while waiting for help to come, been really stretched helping around the house. first thing, of course, was to clean my room and sort out my things. that took quite a while, cuz its been piling up since enlisting last year. lol. den, on the side, wash dishes, ironing, sweep floor.. COW MAN. shack! but i hope no one from my family hears my complains. cuz i know my mom and dad quite stretched too. esp mom.

mom is just the AWESOME. supporting dad and all. i mean, dad is really tired these past months and all. and mom has just been like.. rising up to meet his needs and everything. but i bet, mom is really tired too. in fact, i had a dream that she was really quite stressed out and stuff. hence, i decided that i really wanna help out more. sorry to friends and whoever, i feel horrible, but my family needs me right now.

dfs. but Your mercies are new every morning. Your grace is sufficient for me. young men grow weary, so be my strength oh Lord. and pls help us find some helper or something soon.. plspls.