for me, i think its really time to rise to the next level. but i think, im still rather within my comfort zone. central. but one thing at a time. im gonna try to be a very good shepherd. i usually suck at that.
i can be a good listener, cuz i know in theory how to be one. but when im listening, i just really wanna say something and give advice, or tell the person to snap out of it. usually i dont la. but just trying to say that im not a natural shepherd, hence my lack of shepherding in my ministry thus far. this past year, ive been working on it. i think its worked to some extent. i can feel a sort of closeness to my members. but somehow, with my potentials, ie sherwyn, jae, i dont really feel that. strange huh. well, with the new CLs, CLTs under me, i promise, by God's grace, to try to really be your friend, and not just your advisor or whatever.
this year is gonna be an awesome year of ministry. i can feel it in the air. there is a shift in perspectives and expectations among the leaders. there is a new thirst and hunger. and a greater sense of commitment.
commitment.
sorry sheares hall. God's calling me. i'll clear my commitments, touch and handball, den its gonna be minimal from now on. phantomize so to speak. only that phantom is just what you see. what i truly am is a man, pursuing his passion and calling. sheares hall is not part of my identity. yes i love ya'll i wish i could be loyal to everyone. im usually an amiable person. but i need to choose this day whom i shall serve. paul says in galatians something like.. if im trying to please man, can i be called a servant of Christ?
feeling odd today. like restless, yet not. just all over the place. brain here and there. thoughts flying. dont care about anything in the world kind of feeling.
but my mind is so clear about one thing. its time for revival.
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